when your past comes back to haunt you, it's more than just scary. it's also eerie and skincrawly.

it's not fate, not destiny. just plain bouts of negative karma. decided once again to take up german classes, and yes, THE nightmare is back. went to class early, really happy and thinking how for once i could take classes in peace and guess what. he walks in and we dagger stared each other. yes. him. he's back. what are the chances seriously, after having a four-sem break in between levels. seriously. k.a.r.m.a. =( actually then, i think i will have to stop bitching about it. of all things, i would love to not bump into him anymore, anywhere. he didnt change one bit, but i'll from now have to be extra nice, extra patient, extra angelic, friendly, and unbitchy. accumulating goodness here, for peace later on or even better, immediately.

i thought i saw nightmare no2 walking on the streets too. but nvm that. i'd rather not think about it.

so 21 days into the new year, not much of a change from last year. still a major i-do-it-later person, huge slug, but happier. i've also been comign to school faithfully (dont laugh you monkeys) and trying to be a better person all in all.

aiya. i dotn know what to write already. oh i'm really glad you people left me a note! =) i'll try to blog more and be more efficient at doing it.

sitting in the lib now, trying to revise german so classes wont be so scary. but i'm really full from jap food and those rice grains really expand alot after the fake barley water. it's filling my brian space up and i cant think. the blood decided the stomach is where home is, so i'm feelign so super sleepy, and full, and fat.

i need
-a tan
-to shop
-to learn something completely new
-to stop being bimbo-like and actually look and be more employable

thinkign how times have changed and talk topics amongst friends too. from BFFs to school to boys to work to future and how it is ohsobleak. but for now i'm going to remain the ultimate optimist and say that i hope everything turns out just fine and dandy for each and everyone of us. May the future be as bright and shining and hot as today's sun which incidentally also happens to be what woke me up from peaceful slumber. =P

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wishes for snow....
loves where she is and what she's now doing




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