wreighter's bloc.

11/09/2007

since when did you ever see me update so very often.
so you know it's the time of the year, when people run away from their papers and books into this virtual world to hide from the realities, leave some notes on a virtual noticeboard almost as if talking to best buddies they hope ever existed. people who'd actually tell you to get lost, and wake up, trod on no matter how cold bleak and blurry the road ahead seemed. hi there, my friend, depression's back.

funny, i should have just shut myself out of this world and focus for once at this last attempt to redeem myself from all those lost time. but this thing called discipline never quite got to me. and this thing called temptations, i cannot resist. facebook (yes i know tell me about it). graffiti, terror at national neopian, simpsons, 14hour sleeps. i'm guilty of everything. in five days i stand before the jury, waiting to be sentenced. will someone save me? will ANYTHING save me? in times like these, only my best friend, the tv, stands by me.....

and dreams too. like those slumbersleep weirdass dreams thanks to the 14 hours i devote to my favorite activity. totally didnt hear the alarm go off, too engrossed by my very cute chubby baby who i had effortlessly given birth to. but i did feel the birth pains ok, it was THAT real. if there is unconditional love in this world, i felt it right there, me and my baby. always wanted my first kid to be a boy so that he would be able to take care of his siblings and it was then i realised it actually doesnt really matter, cos i would love the baby anyhow. MY baby! and here comes the scary part. i knew who that dad was. and then i SAW the dad's face. and the identities DIDNT match! and immediately i woke up, only to find that half the day's gone. again. URGH.

5:26 PM

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