6/24/2006
having a finger, many fingers for the record, pointing in your face is not a good feeling to bear. being accused of something you wont even imagine doing?
one word: DISAPPOINTMENT.
disappointment for not believing. for choosing to listen to stories weaved for whatever reason i dont know. i thought better of you guys. i was wrong.
disappointment for having to take it this far to realise we are not even halfway there. for having lost the anchors to realise that some people just cant do it? gee, i thought we were always for soloists in the group. did they by chance got eaten up by fear?
disappointment for having made the scapegoat so other ppl can wake up and stop their thumbsucking. it takes everyone to make this work.
disappointment is a feeling more intense. passed the anger and tears phase, and disappointment's here to stay. for more than a while from the look of things.
life's never fair. i forgot why i work so hard. perhaps i chose to forget. i could choose to walk away now. and it's a tempting option.
7:27 PM
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the problem is everyone's all about feelings and democracy of ideas these days. being more 'feeling' individuals has made everyone alot more selfish and vindictive, which is prevalent in the choir. hey, i just came back from a mth long vacation, but at least i still remember my scores.
democracy being the rage has led to everyone thinking their own actions or opinions matter, which they do, but not always true in a choir or team-effort setting, the best thing is most of these people think they are good, which they aren't. amazing how thick-skulled alot of them are.
everyone just needs a good 3mths of boot camp to show them how to work as a team and take orders. or maybe a disappointing and shameful exit after the 1st day of xiamen can wake most of them up. but sadly that would defeat the purpose of things. RIP, NTU Choir...
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democracy being the rage has led to everyone thinking their own actions or opinions matter, which they do, but not always true in a choir or team-effort setting, the best thing is most of these people think they are good, which they aren't. amazing how thick-skulled alot of them are.
everyone just needs a good 3mths of boot camp to show them how to work as a team and take orders. or maybe a disappointing and shameful exit after the 1st day of xiamen can wake most of them up. but sadly that would defeat the purpose of things. RIP, NTU Choir...
