the existence of this place was forgotten. almost.
well, firstly to all you out there who i still care about and who i'm hoping still care, happy CNY!
to those who dont care, i dont care either.
something i read that is really spot on.
" i've decided to stop caring about things. if you care, you just get disappointed all the time. if you dont care, nothing matters, so you're never upset."
i'm moving on and going to leave you all crabby people behind. byebye. =)
ok. so i've been missing from this place for a month i realised. had too many things too many issues to deal with. let's see....
shortly after welcoming the new year, i crossed a huge barrier in life. yeah right. it was just another day la. nothing really interesting happened, sorry to disappoint. but i got my ears pierced! like FINALLY! albeit in a very bad kinda situation, that i dont wish or intend to remember. thank you all who played a part in celebration of the 21st of this someone here. it was more of a private invite-only affair and it meant alot to me! i LURVE the lava lamp! pics coming up later! do check it out! and the absolut bag, and the HUGE emily carrier and the vintage music box and and and!!!!
what i personally thought about turning 21 and on birthdays in general? being the almost about the first people in my year who cross the barrier (I HATE IT by the way. all those personality tests that i do say that i belong to the december baby category) maybe i should do this.
Birthday 101: turning 21
- no, you do not turn into an adult overnight. it's just a figure that indicates that you can lawfully watch those R-rated movies, not that i care.
- if you think you suddenly fEEL grown-up, chances are it's time for you to do just so. oh, and dont forget to use the brains. they might already have rusted in the cavity you have up there.
- it's not such a big deal really. what is the point of having all those party and all, and having people you dont care two hoots about coming, and having to put up with superficiality and pretence? a private affair is highly recommended. no one feels left out and you wont be charged with negligence of any form whatsoever. it's people who bother and care that counts.
- turning 20 made more of an impact. afterall it was a transition from teen-hood into ty-hood. now it's ty-hood FOREVER, unless you live to pass the 100-mark, and that's a long long way to go still. we've got plenty o' time to worry about that later.
the next major event that came along after this one has to be the lunar new year. another year of predictable stuffs, power binge-eating and senseless visiting, socialising with people you see only once a year and whose memory of you remains stagnant at when you were a kid.
R: so, tell me how is school? secondary sch right? which one ah??
ME: erh. school is not too bad. i'm in uni already.
R: OH?!?! REALLY?!?! how time flies! *moves on to another prey*
just how much novelty is there when you get this year after year without fail from the same people?? believe me, it used to be worse when they asked which PRIMARY sch i was in. hey, i know i look young la... but THAT young??! mmmmmm.... i guess i'll take it as the compliment. when people my age are old and saggy, i'll still be radiant with youth. yay!! it never hurts to be more optimistic. =)
but CNY has got it's plus points. i get to listen to stories i never have heard before, of tales of the people i'm related to. gossip gossip. maybe i should start tracing the family tree, find out more, then go write a family saga or sth. it's drama-mama man... these stories i heard about.... it'd be really really interesting.
and what have i been doing in between? a full time chorister, part time student. anyway, we have a concert coming up on the 25th this month. pre-competition! come lend your support! those who dont come stink. badly.
who still reads this??? drop me a note!!!!
worst, if u know they read and yet just don't drop a line.......
i've been there. i know it all.
but well i no longer beg ppl who mean so much to tag or read anymore. it really doesn't matter cos if they don't care they just don't care.
or if the tagboards don't work, they just DOn't work.
